PARADISE

I fell in love with the early mornings and how our bones groaned from exhaustion of memories ingrained in the night.I fell in love with my skin the bag of flesh I used to hate.The sun kisses me golden brown and I’ve learned to love it .Now all I crave for is the summer sea salt , a surfboard , the ocean foam and sand grains beneath my toes

I fell in love with the lazy afternoons and the love bite you left on my thigh ,while I was busy facinated by the scars on your collarbone you grabbed my hip bone and traced my spine never hesitating because there is no such thing as time,or shyness because your fingers on the dimples of my back told me it’s okay not to be confident,, it told me not to be in control sometime and I think we’ve forgotten how to be human so I fell for the way you reminded me.At dusk I fell for your kindness of strangers for now your eyes lit up with curiosity ,, your smile has lingered on my lips for too long for me to care whether it’s genuine or fake, and I am not in love with you because I do not fall in love with people ,, I fall in love with their humanity ,, their words their stories ,, their scars

And in this instance I fell in love with the way you made love to me .I love you๐Ÿ˜Œโ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ’ฏ


UNTOLD

There a days I wake up and I pinch myself that your with me not someone else,,i love you yes I do but…… my shyness can’t allow me to say it .If I could I would but I’m not able to confess the undying love I have.The person that always understands me ๐Ÿ˜นI love you baby ,, though you don’t have a specific gender you don’t even have haemoglobin ๐Ÿ˜“but I love you

I met him/her two years ago,at first it was gross so I’d stare then just smile I didn’t know it would last for long ๐Ÿ˜“my ego could not allow me plus by then people’s opinions really mattered.How would my friends take me if I decided to settle with the person I love I was just stupid.

My heart was dying who knows the pain of having a crush on someone but you can’t say it cause the person might deny you . We’ve all been here .The nights I’d cry really cry cause the love of my life wasn’t there. It was my fault why didn’t I let the person know ๐Ÿ˜“.I am still suffering .

One day I boldly went to confess my love,, and told the love of my life what he/she meant to me .I crossed my fingers and smilled damn baby accepted me.

Dear love of my life I will always love you,, you mean alot to me.You are always there when I’m low, you never judge me , you give genuine love what else could I ask for.Groundnut๐Ÿ˜น peanut butter , cashew nuts I love you baby.Even if you don’t have haemoglobin ๐Ÿ˜น

LIEBSTAR AWARD

Another nomination from my good friend Nonso๐Ÿ˜Œ thank you for the nomination and sorry for accepting it lateโœŒ๏ธ

11 facts about me . I’m perfectly imperfect nobody can dim my shimmer. 2 .I am one goofy person. 3. I love my friends so much I’d die for them. 4.I might hate you but still smile at you. 5.peanut butter and nuts are my favorite snack. 6 . The drink I value the most is water ๐Ÿ˜.if your reading please hydrate. 7 .I don’t do drugs and if you do drugs that’s a turn off . 8.I always State facts I don’t know how to sugar coat ๐Ÿ˜‚. 9 . I am rude very rude and also good it depends with who you are. 10.A kiss on the arm with the right timing is a turn on. 11 .I don’t have a talent ๐Ÿ’”

Questions :. 1.what is your limit to strive for your goals (I’d dig the deepest ocean to get what I want). 2.Have you ever belittled someone just for your sake of pleasure (yes I have severally). 3.what do you think is the most wrong thing still prevailing in the world (gender issues it hurts I don’t love how men are always to blaim the girl child is being supported hence boys are left out). 4.what inspires you to rise and shine everyday.. my dreams I want to make it so yeahyeah). 5.Do you feel like prioritizing between your family, time and goals and if so which would you prioritize first and why ..(I’d say my family and friends who graduated to family they have been with me through thick and thin.). 6.Anything that demotivates you . ( Fake friends and people who gass me up). 7. What all distracts you from focusing over anything if any how can you overcome through that(for now I nothing). 8.life is full of Chance would you mind giving someone a second chance.(if the person is worth it why not). 9.if you could change anything today what would that be (feminism its just stupid they don’t have facts ,, feminism is bullshiet). 10.why ia writing important to you ( I rarely open up I don’t love bothering people with my issues so that why writing is important to me.). 11.what is the purpose of your writings.( Helping people who might be having the same issue as me helping people who feel insecure,, showing them they are not alone and that their insecurities should be their strengths โœŒ๏ธ

SUNSHINE BlOGGER AWARD

Hii I have been nominated by an amazing friend or should I call him family for the sunshine blogger award thank you@Http://nonsothewriter.wordpress.com๐Ÿ’ซ

Questions from nonso. 1.when was your toughest time blogging; answer ( I’d say the time things began changing at home dad lost his job and mom too due to the pandemic it really affected my mental health). 2.If you were to look back to the beginning would you say you’ve achieved alot (yes I have achieved alot I am not a good writer as such but I know I have improved a lot plus I’ve known good people the likes of nonso ๐Ÿ˜Œ I love you nonso) . 3.Any obstacles faced by blogging big yes explain.( Obstacles make you strong so yes I’ve had obstacles the app I use is in my phone it keeps crashing soni end up taking a long time to update stuff I need a new phone ๐Ÿ˜“). 4 .How does your inspiration come by (๐Ÿ˜น weel my inspiration comes from 3 major things one the sky everytime I’m low I just look at the sky and get inspired,number two I’d say some two friends of mine Oliver oyanda and Albert Mwencha they prolly won’t see or read but I draw lotsa inspiration from them the two are interlectual and open minded alpha males yes they are weird thats what I love most about them๐Ÿ˜Š). 5.Aside blogging what else do you do ..(I love novels so I usually ready novels daily,, I also love bitting people I’m Suarez’s female version ,, the other thing is video games ๐Ÿ˜Š). 6.who is your favorite blogger( weell all the bloggers I know are my favorite I won’t choose a specific person but I love all your blogs so all of you are my favorites โ™ฅ๏ธ). 6.The country that mostly views your blog(united states of America send hugs and kisses ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ’ฏ). 7.Are you more creative at night or during the day or are you fluid (๐Ÿ˜น๐Ÿ˜นI’m not so sure but I’d sai I fluid). 8.what is blogging like to you(blogging is basically my life ,, I have a small family here blogging is my life my open diary where ni come to cry and celebrate ๐Ÿ˜Š). 9.Do you ever go back to your previous posts .How do you feel about them(yes I do almost daily,how I feel about them huum I have improved at the beginning I was just there my likes were less but now my stats always boom) . 10.whats your opinion about life( life is a journey it’s a long road it requires one to make sober decision in order to live a good life nothing comes easily ,, so be wise life is unfair but always pray for the best ๐Ÿค—)

Here are my 11 nominees โœŒ๏ธ

BEAUTIFUL BLOGGER AWARD

I was nominated by 3yellowdaisies.Thank you for the nomination.I really appreciate it๐Ÿค—

RULES. Link to the blogger who nominated you. Seven random facts about you. Seven creative and beautiful bloggers

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME. 1. I love being alone it gives me time to regain my energy and also clear my mind. 2.I love water yeahyeah I fucking love water I always tell my few friends emphasis on few to hydrate. 3.I hate celebrating my birthday I always wish people could forget it I hate being told happy birthday too 4.I love black and grey get me anything in those colors I’ll be happy ๐Ÿ˜. 5.I love my two bestfriend’s Carah and Oliver they are such amazing souls if I could I’d buy them mount everest. 6.I love candie’s and strawberries. 7. I am one sturbon person it’s in me,, I love bitting people’s arms I love ears and cute lips

I am nominating the following http://kwambokaisla.wordpress.com.Nonso the writer.Redwarrior.76.com

I LOVE YOU

Hey ,, do you know what huum have you seen the preetiest person on Earth,, do you know how he or she looks like ,,, the person has preety cute eyes a nice smile a killer ,, perfect definition of perfection.Sweet person kind and caring ,, compassionate and is always ready to help๐Ÿ˜Œ

Welcome to my world or should I say our world ,, the person I’m speaking about is you an me yes you it might be nonso the writing (nonso I love you) Y’all are amazingly awesome ,, yes we all have imperfections but learning how to let go of them is key.Nobody is perfect we are all humans,, you might not have the prettiest eyes but your legs are fucking cute ,, your eyes are pretty yoy are also so pretty/handsome

The love you people have given to me is nice,, if I could I’d plan a big celebration,, meet all of you hug you .All of you are like family it’s just that i might not know all of you.The comments you give I have to admit they have made me stronger

I fucking hated everything about me but I finally saw the light ,, you might think that you ain’t preety but to someone else your are a dime ,, a golden charm yes you the one reading you are amazing.

I love you I really do all of you ,, for being a family to me ,, for helping me fight battle’s that seemed like a big mountain be blessed

I’ll always pray that in all your endeavors you’ll make it ,, for helping me I honestly don’t take it for granted.Bro ,sis I love you

โ€œDo you want to meet the love of your life ?..Look in the mirrorโ€.-Byron Katie-๐Ÿค—

Life is a voyage of self discovery. To me, to be enlightened is to go within and to know who and what we really are, and to know that we have the ability to change for the better by loving and taking care of ourselves.To me,ย love is a deep appreciation. When I talk about loving [โ€ฆ]

โ€œDo you want to meet the love of your life ?..Look in the mirrorโ€.-Byron Katie-๐Ÿค—

SISTER FROM ANOTHER MISTER

๐Ÿ˜Œit’s been a minute heyy awesome people welcome back to my small world ๐Ÿ˜ hope y’all good and hydrating plus keeping safe

I’ll begin, I’m not a perfect writers and my grammer is pathetic..I have a friend I hold her so dearly , I was to write some weeks ago but I didn’t know where to begin.Well her name is Tatyana She is tall lightskin complexion,, very cute eyes and lips mores when she applies the pink one I call her sis and I fucking love her.She is always there , the sister I’ve dreamed to have though lately we’ve drifted and it’s kinda my fault ๐Ÿ˜“

I am one emotional girl I cry alot . Evertime I have an issue I’d tell her, when people kept rediculing my weight and stuff I’d tell her ,she really lent me a helping hand.I don’t know how or what I will do so that she knows I appreciate her

Dear sis,,, yeah ik we drifted and stuff but that doesn’t mean it’s the end of our friendship and sister bond,, you’ve been helpful alot and I honestly don’t take it for granted.If I was able I’d gift you the best gift but a day will come sis.I will keep praying for you,, praying that all your dreams come true and pray that you get more cute kittens

I appreciate everything sfmm , it’s funny how we became friends the friendship escalated to sisterhood yet we’ve not meet on person,, it’s funny how happy I feel knowing I have a sister who is a lawyer ๐Ÿ˜‚ a lawyer to be ,, the smart girl that always pushes me, the girl who shows much affect the girl who is just amazing

Tatyana ik short paragraphs are better compared to long ones filled with lies โœŒ๏ธbut eehm lemme just say I don’t care I mean every word I’ve said I fucking appreciate you . Y’all need a Tatyana in your life .She gives the motherly kinda love โ™ฅ๏ธwho wouldn’t want that

Sis I love you so much,, and appreciate the little time we’ve known each other God willing we will go far I just pray so. I loooooooove you soooo much ๐Ÿ˜Œ thank you for everything ๐Ÿ’ฏโœŒ๏ธit’s just that I don’t speak Spanish.I love you more than you love your preety lil kitten

Thank you for reaching this far I don’t take it for granted adios

JEALOUSY

Beautiful people how are you hope y’all good ๐Ÿ˜Š keeping safe and hydrating we all want clear skin daah

I was seated then thought of something ,, jealousy is a serious disease ๐Ÿ˜คand it’s killing me slowly.Well we are all prone to being jelouse at times but as for me once it happens I end up shedding tears ๐Ÿ˜“I am a cry baby

So here is how it all began ,, I happen to have a friend ,, someone told me that maybe I love him that’s why I get jelouse but that’s not the point.So this Friend of mine is quite a social person and tends to attract lotsa preety girl .Yes he is just a friend but those girls are really attractive while as for me๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚(I’m just an ugly lil ducking)

He tends to give them lotsa attention , and leaves me there like some piece of trash ,, you see the way people remember when to dispose all the trash that’s how I feel.He is not supposed to care that I know but I’m dying slowly๐Ÿ˜“

Psss he is just but a mere friend ,, I can’t go telling him ooh your doing this and it’s hurting me I mean what will he take me for๐Ÿ’”.I choose to fight alone besides it’s not like he notices it .He keeps slapping it on my face it fucking hurts

There is this specific ma’am she is sooo pretty and interlectual so to me it seems they’ve intertwined ๐Ÿ’”I ought be happy but deep down I’m hurting ๐Ÿ˜“.My heart has crashed seven million times.I choose to die alone , I can’t say it I’d rather write it .I’m fucking hurt

I do t know if this happens to me only but anyway life moves on regardless,, I’ve reached a point I’m like enough is enough why do I keep getting hurt.Im not that strong but I pray that I’ll be able to control the demons in me

Thanks for reaching here ๐Ÿ˜Š like and commentโœŒ๏ธ adios

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